I sprang from the floor, and ran
down to entreat Martha to take me with her: if my uncle did not want me,
I could return with Dick! But she was gone. Even the sound of her wheels
was gone. I had lain on the floor longer than I knew.
I went back to the study a little relieved. I understood now that I was
not glad he was disabled; that I was anything but glad he was suffering;
that I had only been glad for an instant that the crisis of my perplexity
was postponed. In the meantime I should see John Day, who would help me
to understand what I ought to do!
Very strange were my feelings that afternoon in the lonely house. I had
always felt it lonely when Martha, never when my uncle was out. Yet when
my uncle was in, I was mostly with him, and seldom more than a few
minutes at a time with Martha. Our feelings are odd creatures! Now that
both were away, there was neither time nor space in my heart for feeling
the house desolate; while the world outside was rich as a treasure-house
of mighty kings. The moment I was a little more comfortable with myself,
my thoughts went in a flock to the face that looked over the garden-wall,
to the man that watched me while I slept, the man that wrote that lovely
letter. Inside was old Penny with her broom: she took advantage of every
absence to sweep or scour or dust; outside was John Day, and the roses of
the wilderness! He was waiting the hour to come to me, wondering how I
would receive him!
Slowly went the afternoon.
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